Not So Secret - Ch. 2
Title: Not So Secret - Ch. 2
Author:
maresajo
Pairing: Nichkhun/Wooyoung
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Wooyoung has been keeping a secret that affects how he acts around Nichkhun. One episode of Idol Army changed all that.
A/N: I finally finished the 2nd chapter, sorry for the long wait. The good stuff comes in the next chapter, look forward to it. Please leave comment and tell me what you think it motivates me to work faster and harder.
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Wooyoung POV
After seeing Nichkhun step out to partner with him, I started disliking Seulong hyung. I knew it wasn’t his fault but I couldn’t help it. The thought that there was something Khun hyung liked about him enough to want to couple with the tall singer angered and saddened me. There was nothing I could do about it though, so I just kept the fake smile on my face.
Nichkhun charmingly sang for Seulong hyung. I wished it was me the brunette sang to while I watched him; seeing nothing and nobody else but my angelic hyung. My day dream shattered as he kissed the other man’s hand, making everyone go crazy, some laughing and some in shock. I hated the surprised but pleased look Seulong hyung had. My face fell and my smile faltered before I could stop myself. I quickly put the fake idol mask back on hiding my hurt from everyone. Though no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t hide it from myself.
It was Chansung’s turn and he danced charismatically for Seulong hyung. Junsu hyung then showed his strongest talent and sang for the older of the two. The tall ballad singer was pleased with all of his suitors so far. It was Taecyeon hyung’s turn to impress next. He surprised everyone by lifting the large hyung before hugging him and giving him his rose. Nichkhun then in what I hoped to only be mock jealousy snatched the rose and roughly handed it back to Taecyeon. Everyone was shocked into a laughing fit. I was still more than displeased with the whole situation because of Khun hyung’s show of possessiveness.
It was time for Seulong hyung to choose his partner. The four guys kneeled in front with their backs towards him and their roses up. After a few moments of deciding who to choose, Taecyeon hyung was picked to couple with him.
Nichkhun POV
I stepped out to partner with Seulong hyung; I had confidence that he would pick me. I decided to sing since they are our ballad counterpart. I sang as charismatically as I could and on impulse kissed the dark haired hyung’s hand. Everyone freaked out, it was pretty entertaining actually. For a minute I thought I saw Wooyoung’s face fall, but when I looked again I saw his fake smile in its recently favored spot. I shrugged the thought away and concentrated on doing the show.
Chansung was next and he danced handsomely. Junsu hyung then showed off his famous talent by singing to Seulong hyung. Taec went after and surprised us all by lifting the tall hyung up and hugging him before giving him his rose. Sensing a threat to my chances after seeing Seulong hyung’s expression, I snatched the rise away and shoved it back at Taecyeon. I don’t like being turned down.
We all knelt in front of Seulong hyung with our backs to him and our roses up. We were waiting tensely for him to choose when he picked Taecyeon. I was devastated that I was passed over. It was frustrating that I wasn’t picked. I wasn’t upset that I couldn’t partner with Seulong hyung, I just didn’t like the fact that someone else was chosen over me. I went back to my place disappointed, holding my own personal pity party in my head. I was really annoyed….
Wooyoung POV
I was still upset that Nichkhun wanted to be partnered with Seulong hyung, but I felt a tiny bit better that he was rejected. I had remaining resentment for the taller hyung though.
Taecyeon <3 Seulong Couple confirmed.
It was then Changmin hyung’s turn to couple with someone. He danced around with a bear doll, I was a bit odd. Then it was our turn to step out if we wanted to partner with him. Jay hyung and once again to my dismay Nichkhun hyung stepped out. I wasn’t sure if this should make me feel better or worse. He either didn’t care who he paired with, he liked both hyung’s, or he just didn’t want to pair with anyone in 2pm…..including me. I had no idea what to think or feel. My head was all jumbled up.
When asked if there was anyone he had in mind and if they came out, Changmin hyung replied no. I felt a little better after hearing that, and then to my surprise Nichkhun said, “Its Wooyoungie, right?”
I was astonished and confused about why he had said that. Did that mean he thought I had something people liked about me? Did that mean he liked it too? I decided I was reading too much in to it and he just said the first name that came to mind. He had no reason to think I was likeable, quite the opposite actually. My mood worsened at the realization, but I maintained my façade anyway.
Jaebeom hyung then sang “This Song” with original lyrics:
“I have nothing else but the flower
Even though you’re a guy
So what? I love you
I don’t know if I’m your choice
But I will still sing
And this is the end
I’m going to throw up…”
Everyone including me was laughing hysterically at his parody of the song. It was Khun hyung’s turn; he danced around the oldest ONEDAY hyung and was joined by Jay hyung before Chansung out of nowhere danced too. Even though Khun’s dance was a ssanti version of a sexy dance he still looked enticing to me.
He then suddenly said to Changmin hyung, “Please take care of me,” in a seducing way. I didn’t want to hear that, it infuriated me even though it was just a joke but I held it in.
Jay hyung then retaliated with, “Hyung, I also love guys.”
Everyone was in another fit of laughter. The two older hyungs knelt in front with their backs towards Changmin hyung and their yellow roses up waiting to be chosen. After a few tense seconds he walked over and said he chose Junsu hyung. The studio was launched in to chaos, no one expected him to choose someone who didn’t step out. But even I thought it was harsh and I made it known by stating, “That’s too much, those two’s energies were destroyed.”
Junsu <3 Changmin Couple confirmed.
The studio calmed down after loads of giggles. Nichkhun had been rejected twice now, and even though I didn’t want him to be paired with anyone else, I felt insulted. ‘How could they not pick him? He’s absolutely amazing. What the hell is wrong with them?’ I couldn’t stop these thoughts from flooding my mind.
Changmin hyung told us then that he chose Junsu hyung because his face made the older hyung’s look smaller. I couldn’t help repeating what he said realizing that he didn’t pick Nichkhun because he would make him look bad. I forgave Changmin hyung because it was understandable that he wouldn’t want to have the best looking member of ONEDAY be his partner, always out shinning him. I felt proud of my angelic hyung’s superior good looks. That doesn’t get Seulong hyung off the hook though.
Nichkhun POV
Taecyeon <3 Seulong Couple was confirmed and I was still holding my own personal pity party in my head. It was Changmin’s turn now and he danced with a big teddy bear, I didn’t get it. It was time to step out and I decided I didn’t give a shit who I paired with so I went out.
Though my confidence was shot, I thought I would be chosen this time around. Then another big slam to my ego came when Changmin hyung was asked if the person he had in mind had come out and he said no. ‘Oh great,’ I thought, ‘That’s just fan-fucking-tastic.’
I was even more annoyed and frustrated, but I was also curious as to who it was that he had in mind. I went through all my members in my head trying to guess who it was. Then when I thought I had figured it out I asked, “Its Wooyoung, right?”
I t had to be him; his cute loveable personality made him someone I would want to pair up with. Though he doesn’t act like that towards me except when recording, I see it when he is with the other members. That’s why I want to get him to like me, he is just so hug-worthy.
Jay hyung went first and sang “This Song” with different lyrics he wrote himself:
“I have nothing else but this flower
Even though you’re a guy
So what? I love you
I don’t know if I’m your choice
But I will still sing
And this is the end
I’m going to throw up.”
Everyone in the studio was laughing uncontrollably at his re-make of the song. After the room settled down a bit I danced around Changmin hyung, seducing him with a funny dirty dance. Jay and then Chansung out of nowhere joined in. Trying to save my chances I said to Changmin hyung, “Please take care of me.”
But Jay hyung wasn’t gonna lose just like that so he said, “Hyung, I also love guys.”
Everyone was laughing at our antics. We then knelt in front of Changmin hyung with our roses up. We were just kneeling there, waiting patiently when he went over to 2pm and said he chose Junsu hyung.
I was in shock, I had been rejected 2x now. O was beat by a giant-tooth nerd and an eccentric big-gummed guy. I was supposed to be the most desired member of 2pm and I was rejected twice, by guys. I was losing my mind.
I was pulled back to reality when Changmin hyung said he picked Junsu hyung because his face looked smaller when next to the other’s. I blinked and realized what he had actually said when Wooyoung repeated it. ‘Oh, so that’s why and here I thought I was losing my touch…..but that still doesn’t explain Seulong hyung……..oh well I feel a little better now,’ I thought.
Junsu <3 Changmin couple confirmed.
Wooyoung POV
Jo Kwon was next to come out for the couple selection. He sang “Only You” then danced crazily like he always did. I kinda moved along with him but not too much. He finished and we were to step out if we wanted to partner with him. I stepped out since we were 1989 friends, so I was most comfortable with him. Jay hyung, Chansung, and once again Nichkhun also stepped out.
Seeing how Nichkhun obviously didn’t care who he partnered with anymore I felt reassured. When Kwon turned to see who had stepped out for him he had a crazy reaction. After realizing how insane he really was I said to the other guys, “Let’s go back.”
Everyone laughed and we started Kwon’s couple selection for real.
“I have prepared a very special gift for Kwon,” I said as I showed the balloon hula hoop I brought and joked, “It will help you get in shape.”
Jay was after me and he did something that was similar to a hammer dance to the song “Can’t Touch This.” Khun hyung sang about 5 seconds of “This Song” again. Noticing his worn out state I said, “He has done many things, he’s tired now,”
To that Nichkhun said, “I’m tired, please help me.”
‘Poor Khun,’ I thought, ‘He’s done so much already. He must be worn out in both body and mind.’
Chansung then danced and Kwon threw my present away and kicked it to make sure it was out of the way. They did a very weird jumping dance and jay joined in.
“He used his foot to kick the gift I gave from the bottom of my heart,” I said in outrage. Everyone was laughing again.
We then knelt like we were supposed to and then Taecyeon grabbed Jay hyung’s rose to trick him. Of course Jay fell for it. Then Nichkhun commanded to Taecyeon, “You! Come with me!”
He dragged him away and pretended to beat him. I was laughing so hard, I knew we couldn’t get through the recording without someone stealing another’s rose as a joke. We all got into position once again and after waiting anticipation, Kwon slid my balloon hoop over my head and then took Jay hyung’s flower, I was annoyed, I had thought he chose me at first…….so humiliating.
I got over it quickly though cause Nichkhun was also rejected. Plus I didn’t really wanna pair with Kwon anyway. I just feel the most comfortable with him out of all the 2am members. This makes 3x Khun hyung was rejected.
Jay <3 Kwon couple confirmed.
Since Jinwoon was last and we had all gone out before he was going to do his talent and then just choose his partner. He rapped charismatically and we all knelt for the last time. 2am’s maknae then chose 2pm’s maknae Chansung. They were They ONEDAY maknae couple.
Chansung <3 Jinwoon couple confirmed.
It took me a few moments before I realized what this meant for me. Nichkhun who was rejected by all the 2am members was to be my partner. The man I was secretly in love with was the other half of my couple. Inside I was having a party but I was also worried I might slip up and somehow reveal my secret. ‘I don’t give a shot anymore,’ I decided, ‘I’m gonna enjoy this while I can.’
Wooyoung <3 Nichkhun couple confirmed.
Nichkhun POV
It was Jo Kwon’s turn for the couple selection and I had a feeling it was going to be interesting. He sang our song “Only You” and then went all Crazy Kwon on us and danced insanely. When it was time Jay hyung, Wooyoungie, Chansung, and I stepped out to partner with him. I realized it was the first time Wooyoungie stepped out; in the back of my mind I felt a twinge of jealousy.
When Kwon saw the rest of us had stepped out for him he gave a crazy reaction. Seeing his insanity Wooyoung said to us jokingly, “Let’s go back.”
I felt proud of my younger member’s witty variety skills. He always knew how to make people laugh. It was his turn first and he told us, “I have prepared a very special gift for Kwon,” he brought out a balloon hula hoop and said to Kwon, “it will help you keep in shape.”
I thought he was cute to bring that and I felt my jealousy towards Kwon who had a good relationship with Wooyoungie. Jay was next and he danced hammer style-like to “Can’t Touch This.” I then sang “This Song again but only for like 6 seconds. What could I say? I already showed my talent twice and my confidence was at its lowest. Wooyoungie must have noticed my wary state and said, “He has done many things, he’s tired now.”
I thought it was sweet of him to defend me like that. I backed up his statement by saying, “I’m tired, please help me.”
Chansung danced after that and Kwon joined him after throwing Wooyoungie’s gift away and kicking it when it wasn’t completely out of the way. I was angered pretty annoyed at that, seeing as Wooyoung only came out for him and specially prepared a gift. Chansung and Kwon then did and odd jumping dance before Jay joined them.
When they finally stopped Wooyoungie whined, “He used his foot to kick the gift that I gave from my heart.”
We knelt after the chaos settled down. While we were patiently waiting Taecyeon secretly came over and grabbed Jay’s rose to trick him and it, of course, worked. Still angry about Kwon kicking the balloon thing and wanting to get the shameful couple selection over with, I ordered Taecyeon, “You! Come with me!”
I dragged him away and pretended to beat him then went back to my place. After a few short tense moments I saw Kwon put the balloon over Wooyoung’s head seemingly choosing him but then grabbing Jay hyung’s rose. ‘Poor Wooyoungie,’ I thought.
‘I will have to get back at Kwon later for Wooyoung’s humiliation,’ I told myself forgetting about my ongoing disgrace.
Jay <3 Kwon couple confirmed.
Jinwoon was the last one and because of that only he would showcase his talent before choosing his partner. ONEDAY’s maknae chose Chansungie, they were that maknae couple.
Chansung <3 Jinwoon couple confirmed.
Although I should be upset I wasn’t chosen again I didn’t care because I realized who I would be partnering with now. I got to be in a couple with the adorable Wooyoungie. Maybe we can get closer now.
Wooyoung <3 Nichkhun couple confirmed.
A/N: I know it took me forever to finish this chapter. I’m sorry bout that but comments motivate me to work faster both good and constructive criticizing ones. In the next chapter there will be some big events I’m sure everyone will love. Please look forward too it.