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Well, school is not starting out smoothly. Today was basicially as if 10 pies hit me in the face.
I went to the art building this evening to make a canvas and I could not find a fucking staple gun. The little shop with all the tools was locked. There is suppose to be a work study student there to open it but no one was there. I searched every inch of the goddamn art building but could not find one.
I rammed (or backed into) a car. Luckily nothing, not even a scuff mark, was made on the other persons car but I got a big dent on the right corner bumper of my car. I have not told my parents.
I accidently missed class. I literally forgot because I was so consumed with what I was doing.
I am trying to work on my senior project now but I can't focus.
Matt is depressed. We are bickering.
I feel constant weight on my shoulders to please everyone around me.
Among other things...
I am trying to focus but I'm thinking of everything at once. My mind won't stay on one thing. I forget what I'm doing while I'm doing it. I couldn't even back out of the fucking parking lot without hitting somone because my mind was somewhere else.
I just want to yell really loud: GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK! PLEASE, HAVE MERCY!
I'll get used to all this, eventually.
I went to the art building this evening to make a canvas and I could not find a fucking staple gun. The little shop with all the tools was locked. There is suppose to be a work study student there to open it but no one was there. I searched every inch of the goddamn art building but could not find one.
I rammed (or backed into) a car. Luckily nothing, not even a scuff mark, was made on the other persons car but I got a big dent on the right corner bumper of my car. I have not told my parents.
I accidently missed class. I literally forgot because I was so consumed with what I was doing.
I am trying to work on my senior project now but I can't focus.
Matt is depressed. We are bickering.
I feel constant weight on my shoulders to please everyone around me.
Among other things...
I am trying to focus but I'm thinking of everything at once. My mind won't stay on one thing. I forget what I'm doing while I'm doing it. I couldn't even back out of the fucking parking lot without hitting somone because my mind was somewhere else.
I just want to yell really loud: GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK! PLEASE, HAVE MERCY!
I'll get used to all this, eventually.