dual time watch and -0800s.
i guess you can see i am really free and unoccupied.
just wondering: really short hair? or longer hair, maybe a lil jap style but not SO LONG yknow? just maybe an inch above the shoulders and sideburns and fringe, kinda messy and stuff.
go search lida and melida on youtube. it's the new bunifa.
dumplings are HARD to make. mine always has holes at the corners and it makes a bad candidate for steaming. but the meat and rice part, i think, is easy. so it seems.
suddenly realised i can go read my beckett. i love beckett.
and activity leads to broke-ness leads to inactivity leads to a long wait for paydayyyyyy.
where are my Economist magazines!?!?!
i want to sing out loud. and know that i am good at it.
i wanna go to Australia to study. or even U.S. but that's impossible now. anyone knows where i can get a mediacorp or SPH scholarship good enough to sustain my education overseas? i just don't feel like studying in Singapore. though 90% or something NTU students get a job within a month of graduation and starting pay is $2,900 on average. which i think is very high already.
am i really a person of blind faith? i mean, fine, if you're talking about Christianity, i am blindly faithful. I have to be. but things like "Drinking 500ml of chilled water within and hour of waking up increases your metabolism", published on a MensHealth website article, i believe too. it makes sense to me. and things like "running less than 30mins does no good for your weight loss programme". i believe that too. but somehow sushil says i've blind faith for these things. got me thinking. really.
mambo next weds. hopefully it'd be as fun as i think it will be. somehow going out with army guys entails omnity.
i love you, really bad. see, i miss you already, oh so badly. i want to be there with you. lying on you and realising that i can never really sleep lying beside you, cuz you're so beautiful, man i can only look at you over and over. or maybe more, since i'm there, eh? :P
reason will not kill this illusion; i will end up lost in confusion
i don't care if you really care, as long as you don't go.
say my name. and say that you love me.
i can't care about anything but you. how ironic especially after all this entry had to say huh. *laugh of realisation*