A couple of dreams, A taste of freedom and a stupid assignment
I woke up this morning from a dream where i was in a NASA space shuttle about to land back down on earth there was a flight attendant on board i asked them if landing was a scary experience since they had obviously been in a landing before, they said it was absolutly terrifying and handed me a tray of airline food. I suddendly woke up intruiged as to what the dream ment, which was most likley nothing. Dreams are the strangest things, sometimes they can contain pieces of memmory and at othertimes they contain just wierd random stuff. Sometimes i can get attatched to my dreams not wanting really to wakeup to leave behind the beutiful land or situation i was in makes me feel some what depressed. Sometimes my dreams fill some what of a gap in my memmory leaving me with a feeling i haven't felt in a long time, leaving me to wonder what exactly it was that made me feel that way in the first place and will i ever feel that way again. A friend of mine told me they had a dream where they were about to lay down in a coffin with their father standing over them holding the lid repeating the question "are you ready yet?," the person having the dream got the distinct impression that they would die once the coffin was closed on them. That dream occured during a time there was a lot of tension and turmoil in that persons family.
I find a lot of freedom in this journal, and thats something i feel i have been missing out on. When im around friends i am constantly checking myself, but i guess other times i say what i want and that can turn out to be a bit awkward or just simply gets me involved in an argument. Im going ok on my assignments, i found a bunch of references for one of them which happens to be on the rehabilitation of someone with a sprained ankle, yeah, weird. Im doing a sports science course in which i've recently been told im going to need to add to to really get anywhere in the big wide world. Im still waiting on the manager of the karate organisation to ring, i think im going to have to ring back and hassle them. The weather is miserable if you don't like rain. I've been stuck inside all day screwing around on the net.