everything I’ve ever done has led me up to now

[marcopaints]

The night before we left Toronto I had a hard time sleeping. Not restless or worried, just wanting to soak up as much time as I could I think. I laid awake an awful lot, just watching him, touching him, being with him, and loving that I could. And then morning came and we both seemed to have that draggy, not wanting to get out of bed feeling.

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[fpisani]

When I wake up in the morning, and look over at you, I see my future. I see the man I plan on spending the rest of my life with, and I love that. So much. You've opened me up, too. You helped me close the old wounds, and opened up a world of possibilities and feelings.

Toronto was wonderful. Going back home with you is hard, but like you said, we're going home together, and somehow, that makes it all OK.

[marcopaints]

it is a little amazing how many things there are still to do and to grow into and wow, it is amazing all over again. I love that, and you so much, it is amazing.

no matter what it is, doing it together makes it okay

[fpisani]

Together. I really love that with you. Like crazy. Every morning. Every kiss. Everything is the start of something new and great with you.

[marcopaints]

it is fast becoming my favourite word. Everything is the start of something new and I really love that so much.