the singers have to be dancers
Wow. I have no idea where this time all seems to have gone but all of a sudden there is time again. Not really summer, but for all of our purposes it is? So far we have no made concrete plans. The kids are in school. That still feels so funny for me to say, somewhat. It is nearly a year since everything in my life changed so much for the better.
A year ago I was in my apartment, wishing I did not have to go home. Wishing I was painting every day instead of just on vacation. Wishing for so… so much more in my life. And now my life is so amazing I can not even imagine wishing for more. Or if there is more for me to even be able to wish for. I think there can not be. That there is so much in my life right now. So many amazing, incredible things that I have no more to wish for. Just more, more of the same. Really that is so much more than I ever imagined. I have been trying to paint all day to no avail and all I keep on coming back to is how blessed I am. I think that I am equally as blessed to recognize that.
For now I am stopping trying to paint and stopping thinking of how many amazing ways he has changed my life and just go home to Fernando and show him. I may have to spend forever trying to show him, but somehow I think we are both up for that.
A year ago I was in my apartment, wishing I did not have to go home. Wishing I was painting every day instead of just on vacation. Wishing for so… so much more in my life. And now my life is so amazing I can not even imagine wishing for more. Or if there is more for me to even be able to wish for. I think there can not be. That there is so much in my life right now. So many amazing, incredible things that I have no more to wish for. Just more, more of the same. Really that is so much more than I ever imagined. I have been trying to paint all day to no avail and all I keep on coming back to is how blessed I am. I think that I am equally as blessed to recognize that.
For now I am stopping trying to paint and stopping thinking of how many amazing ways he has changed my life and just go home to Fernando and show him. I may have to spend forever trying to show him, but somehow I think we are both up for that.