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[marcellulite]

I hope it's temporary. Maybe I'm antsy? I dont know, but today at work I just wasn't all...happy? Maybe I'm just realizing that this is it for me in Modesto, which is sad because I really do love it here; but if I wanna be happy in the long run I know I have to get out of here. It's hard realizing the the place where you grew up and where your

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[zurcstatus]

I know how you feel.
I was super depressed before I went back to school. Part of it is anxiety...which is like increased 100-fold because you're moving to a new city and starting a new school...and a new career. :)!
Part of it is completely as it seems, you're going to miss your friends in Modesto. Modesto is the shit...and it's hard to build up a circles of friends and groups of connections that took you at least the last 3 years to build up (if not the last 13 before that!) It's cool though because reunions are fun and meeting new people is the best...and is completely rewarding and leads to endless amounts of personal growth. I don't know WHO I'd be without meeting all the people I met through my political work and my theater work.

Here are some song lyrics that remind me of your situation:

Well you're in your little room
And you're working on something good
But if it's really good
You're gonna need a bigger room
And when you're in the bigger room
You might not know what to do
You might have to think of
How you got started in your little room

Da da da...
--Little Room, The White Stripes

You're about due for a bigger room. ;)

I HEART YOU! I'm proud to say you're my friend.
Keep the faith!

--Ali

P.S. We have some work to do this week!!! When are coming down??

[marcellulite]

Excellent song selection. Thank you. And thanks for the words, they mean a lot.