May 07, 2007 18:42
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i had my wisedom teeth removed on friday.It sucks ass especially since the night before i had a stupid fight with natalie:( all i could think about seeing natalie and hearing her voice.Sadly it didnt happen until saturday but i was so happy to see her i almost forgot about having my teeth pulled:).he had so errands to run so i went with her and had a great time,at the bakery though i started to feel a bit dizzy and disoriented so i had to go outside and get some air:( now i'm here and its monday and i get to miss school til wednesday which happens to be a day 1 so i also get to see natalie that day :) Friday i have to go to the dentist for a follow up for my wisedom teeth removal at 11 and then i can head from that to go see natalie with some food and somedrinks for us i'm thinking of getting her some more flowers and a teddy bear :D , all my friends are jealous(the girls obviously) cuz they say i'm such a nice guy but i dunno i'm really nervous being with natalie cuz i want her to be happy and i'm really nervous that she might be comparing me to her ex's:$ i just hope that i'm being the best boyfriend i can possibly be for her i mean i know i'm a nice guy and a sweet guy but i want to be more than that you know i want to be i dont know how to put it i want to be the guy she turns to when she needs help i wanna e the guy she thinks of first thing when she wakes up i ant to be the guy that she thinks and talks about all the time i....i wanna be the guy she falls in love with. I just hope that we stay together for a long time if possible and i really hope that her family comes to like me because even if things dont last between us i want us to stay close friends.ok well thats good enough for now i'll update again on my condition on friday so tune in next time on te same bat channel,the same bat time! lmao wow i'm screwed ok well the point is im done writing and i just have one last thing to say and thats this; i am really starting to fall in love with natalie i'm not sure if she feels the same way but i really am falling in love with her when i'm with her i feel different like i ont know how to word it but i just feel different.... ok i've probably said to much so byebye til friday