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I knew Ryan had leukemia from the moment he called me 2 days ago. His test results unknown at the time. I'm so sad. I just keep crying. I rarely cry, so I don't know what my deal is. I've been on the verge of tears all day. I don't know what to do. Poor Ryan. This is so unfair. I wish there was something I could do... I need a hug.