4 years is a long time
I hung out with G-off today for like 45 minutes, before his softball game. That was nice. On the way hom when we were pulling up to my house my neighbor was mowing his lawn. His house was right next to ours and for one small second I thought it was my brother Chris mowing our lawn. And then my heart sank as I remembered he was dead. I hate it when I do that. I haven't done that for a long time. It feels like someone just punched you in the gut. My brother Tim looks like Chris. Sometimes I think Tim is Chris or I'll accidently call Tim, Chris. I was feel bad when I do that. 'Cause it's gotta be kinda weird for Tim.