Mar 16, 2010 12:28
When it's noon, and I'm awake already -- getting up at 6 and taking a walk/jog/run/bikeride around the neighborhood before getting ready for work sounds like an awesome idea. I get excited and go "I want!"
however at 7 am when I'm hitting the snooze button and grumbling about it being cold outside my covers. . . I obviously don't want.
or in general there seems to be a difference between the things that I want and the things I end up obviously wanting -- by what my actions state- that I want. I wanted to get work done on some Ikasu stuff last night, but apparently I also wanted to read down in the basement.
Maybe it's motivation.
I mean what is the difference between 6am and 9pm? what makes 9pm a no.. . I don't think so probably not a good idea- it's dark! when 6am would be just as dark for the majority of the year?
At Mom and dad's would I have hesitated to take a walk at 9pm-- or even 10? -- it wasn't that generally when dad would take Mitzi(our dog growing up) for a walk?
Is it mainly cause I don't know the neighborhood yet?
I guess I need something to make me get out of bed. I'm back to roll out of bed, put the clothes on I need and out to the car and down to work. Which I guess is just who I am cause it's been my style on things for at leas the past 8 years -- but I know it's not necessarily the best.