the c word, its deeper inside.
This is real life, i have to remind me. sometimes, i wake to find my feet dissapearing.
they are off the grid, dissintegrated into the earth. not so heavy, but just inside. maybe
the earth is pulling me under, because it has some kind of something to show me? maybe
wanting to show me something valuable...and put value in my head. value of life, i mean. not money.
This is real life, and people die. im not sure about this feeling in my gut. things shouldnt happen so fast. and things shouldnt be mistaken so badly. tears werent enough last night,
we should love more. and feel more. but maybe it was shock. i was a bit stale, from the shock of things.
everyone else knew before. they all got the call...the one that showed they maybe cared more. but i dont think thats it. i think she just slipped over my name.
those things happen. uncomfortable smiles. and questions of what. you know, it started as something simple.
and now its not like that anymore.
they are off the grid, dissintegrated into the earth. not so heavy, but just inside. maybe
the earth is pulling me under, because it has some kind of something to show me? maybe
wanting to show me something valuable...and put value in my head. value of life, i mean. not money.
This is real life, and people die. im not sure about this feeling in my gut. things shouldnt happen so fast. and things shouldnt be mistaken so badly. tears werent enough last night,
we should love more. and feel more. but maybe it was shock. i was a bit stale, from the shock of things.
everyone else knew before. they all got the call...the one that showed they maybe cared more. but i dont think thats it. i think she just slipped over my name.
those things happen. uncomfortable smiles. and questions of what. you know, it started as something simple.
and now its not like that anymore.