mondays.
I'm really supposed to be studying for the three upcoming exams I have. But I feel the need to post. And I have some things to say.
On regular schedule, I would log onto livejournal and make an updste about how much we hate mondays and how we wish they would just go away. Today though, I can honestly say that I enjoyed Monday, June 19th, 2006. The last monday of my high school experience. It's scary because I know I'm really gonna miss it. Now that it's this much closer. As much stress as high school brought into my life, happiness, and a good sense of home and security tagged along. We all know we wouldn't trade it for the world. Grade 11 went by fast as I said last year, and I had the time of my life with some of the most amazing people ever (ahem.. My Son is Crazy.. but promising). But in Grade 12, I truly believe we all grow and mature in more than all 4 years of high school combined. This year was just full of something extra, something that got me up in the morning wanting to come to school. Maybe it was Dracula, maybe it was the Yeahs, maybe it was just life being good. All I know is that I'm going to miss it. I know I have the entire summer to spend with all those special people that are so close to me (even though I will be in vegetable form along with heather for half of it). All you Dracula kiddies whom I love to death, more LSD is on its way I promise. And for the Yeahs, along with all the other people who have helped me through these 4 years, there will always be a place in me for all of you. One of my biggest fears in life has always been being forgotten. And I hate to admit that it may happen in life. But what I do know is that I don't forget. I believe my memory is quite large, and I think every person I've come across has their own spot, some bigger than others. And I always have room for others, I promise. These next 2 days will be amazing I know it. I'll laugh. I'll cry. And I'll remember. That's what I have to say.
On regular schedule, I would log onto livejournal and make an updste about how much we hate mondays and how we wish they would just go away. Today though, I can honestly say that I enjoyed Monday, June 19th, 2006. The last monday of my high school experience. It's scary because I know I'm really gonna miss it. Now that it's this much closer. As much stress as high school brought into my life, happiness, and a good sense of home and security tagged along. We all know we wouldn't trade it for the world. Grade 11 went by fast as I said last year, and I had the time of my life with some of the most amazing people ever (ahem.. My Son is Crazy.. but promising). But in Grade 12, I truly believe we all grow and mature in more than all 4 years of high school combined. This year was just full of something extra, something that got me up in the morning wanting to come to school. Maybe it was Dracula, maybe it was the Yeahs, maybe it was just life being good. All I know is that I'm going to miss it. I know I have the entire summer to spend with all those special people that are so close to me (even though I will be in vegetable form along with heather for half of it). All you Dracula kiddies whom I love to death, more LSD is on its way I promise. And for the Yeahs, along with all the other people who have helped me through these 4 years, there will always be a place in me for all of you. One of my biggest fears in life has always been being forgotten. And I hate to admit that it may happen in life. But what I do know is that I don't forget. I believe my memory is quite large, and I think every person I've come across has their own spot, some bigger than others. And I always have room for others, I promise. These next 2 days will be amazing I know it. I'll laugh. I'll cry. And I'll remember. That's what I have to say.