the inescapable us

Jun 15, 2006 00:28


It makes me sick
it makes me laugh when I look at you
clap while it's kicking us around

That's fate
stealing away
your sparkling
spot hasn't caught on
hasn't caught on

So Matthew Good is my current hero right now. Today I went to Wal-Mart with Brooke's memory card and printed off 45 pictures for $8.00. As opposed to the $17.00 I paid at Shoppers Drug Mart on Sunday. They can die. And so can school. I have 5 official days left of high school. I wish I could just go, and not care about my work or anything. Just spend time with people. Time that's not going to be there anymore in less than a week. I want that feeling of freedom. Freedom of not having to worry about homework, or if your mark as gone down, or if your teacher didn't receive your stupid email or just anything. I walked through the halls today, and I realized how much I loved the school. I love the environment and I love the people and I love some of those teachers. And I'm really gonna miss it. But Godddd I can't deal with the anxiety of schoolwork anymore. I just this frightening feeling of axiety and I don't even know it's so weird. I wish it would go away. I'm just really glad to have the people I have guiding me through the coming end. And I know that even though we'll all be separated next year, they'll be right beside me in this life.
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