Jul 29, 2004 15:42
Well its thursday so you should have expected an update from me by now.
Culling is a natural way of ensuring that the enviroment around you is maintained and that an imbalance is not thrown into a full blown problem. For many this is applied to the animal kingdom. However as a firm believer in personal freedom i like to think that this balance should be maintained in my personal life as well. This ensures health, growth and mental stability and without it i'd become like a tree, weighed down by my own rings year after year until i can't support myself and i collapse.
I've done it before and i'll do it again if i feel i am weighed down by past nutrients and small fires. Before the issues were more to do with freedom and expression of some quasi-nescessitative individuality. Now its about my own roots and experimentation. I feel restricted as if by home and old bridges i don't have the heart to burn. I need to look to the future and build newer wood-free bridges that make the others irrelevant and not needed.
This will be difficult and in many ways i don't really think its needed but i need to act my age and stop hiding behind whats happened before.