Jun 15, 2009 14:44
Oh god... This song brings back the most perfect memories of fucking Azil.
This song, is a lyrical manafestation of our relationship.
Why the fuck did I leave him? He was so fucking perfect. Omg. And now, because of me, he moved overseas. And I'll probably never see him again. Never, ever, get that perfect sex again. We were like sexual soul mates, seriously. We knew what we wanted, without even having to ask.
So much fucked up stuff happened with him. I love it. Hah.
Anyways, youtube this shit and listen to it. You'll understand how I feel when you hear it.
Deftones - Lifter.
Watch me with your eyes
Been giving God a bed of fire
I want to be just like you
Then I'd be cool maybe not
But we lift our eyes
Big surprise, kiss me goodbye, whore
Without you being here
I been giving fear a bit more
I wish I could feel like you
When I fuck like you a bit sore
But we lift our eyes
Big surprise, kiss me goodbye
And then you mourn what you've worked for
Every knuckle wipe into her
I know you fucking monster
I will never get what I want
Inside of her
This gift of mine
Resing, restring, unwind
My eyes are closed
A part of me gets pissed
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets pissed
A part of me gets sore
A part of me gets pissed
A part of me gets sore
And then you mourn what you work for
Every knuckle wiped into her
I know I'm a fucking monster
I will never get what I want
Inside of her
sex,
deftones