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Thursday, March 10, 2005
fuck!!!!!!! ugh! so okay okay okay okay....................okay so i know i told myself and everyone else that id stop talking about her on all my blogging dealiez but screw that its my damn journal soooo. usually i have a good time constantly pushing her out of my mind. it works most of the time..that is until other people that shall remain nameless bring it back up.which is not cool cuz i am really sensitive about that.so its coming to the pitn where i get really pissed! i dont bother anyone but for some reason someone right out of the (blue!) will bring it back up.and that really makes you an asshole in my book. im doing the best that i fuckin can okay!?! when you do that it hurts you fuckin retarded assholes! especially now! i just looked at her lj. saw her writing about all the stuff i want. ugh that bugs me so much . so dont make me angry tomorrow.its the last day before spring break.
now another thing i have a constant problem with...barbara. she like me. i like her. but i really dont want anything to do with anybody right now.so thats why im not doing anything.jason said to me "you care to much about the feelings of girls". well im sry. i figured that was one of my good qualities.but did you notice that he in the same vidoe said"see annie wants love,and ur not giving it to her!".......so you can see why im a little confused.ooooand that barbara thing again. if you havent noticed by now she hates rosie. rosie is a big part of my world right now.and barbara just cant seem to realize that if she was my girlfriend she would have know that yes she is improtant to but, rosie came first.somehow i dont get the feeling that if we were together she would respect that.
reshonda is being weird at a bad time. she keeps getting mad at me.at the wrong times.i cant handle it anymore.get her the hell away from me somehow.now!
uuu what else....o blue if you call me an oreo one more time ill stab you in the lip with a paper clip!!
ok ya thats about it
aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck!!!!!!! ugh! so okay okay okay okay....................okay so i know i told myself and everyone else that id stop talking about her on all my blogging dealiez but screw that its my damn journal soooo. usually i have a good time constantly pushing her out of my mind. it works most of the time..that is until other people that shall remain nameless bring it back up.which is not cool cuz i am really sensitive about that.so its coming to the pitn where i get really pissed! i dont bother anyone but for some reason someone right out of the (blue!) will bring it back up.and that really makes you an asshole in my book. im doing the best that i fuckin can okay!?! when you do that it hurts you fuckin retarded assholes! especially now! i just looked at her lj. saw her writing about all the stuff i want. ugh that bugs me so much . so dont make me angry tomorrow.its the last day before spring break.
now another thing i have a constant problem with...barbara. she like me. i like her. but i really dont want anything to do with anybody right now.so thats why im not doing anything.jason said to me "you care to much about the feelings of girls". well im sry. i figured that was one of my good qualities.but did you notice that he in the same vidoe said"see annie wants love,and ur not giving it to her!".......so you can see why im a little confused.ooooand that barbara thing again. if you havent noticed by now she hates rosie. rosie is a big part of my world right now.and barbara just cant seem to realize that if she was my girlfriend she would have know that yes she is improtant to but, rosie came first.somehow i dont get the feeling that if we were together she would respect that.
reshonda is being weird at a bad time. she keeps getting mad at me.at the wrong times.i cant handle it anymore.get her the hell away from me somehow.now!
uuu what else....o blue if you call me an oreo one more time ill stab you in the lip with a paper clip!!
ok ya thats about it
aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!