im sorry to everyone that ive pulled a maryanne on.

[mannyfridizzle]

so i have made every single girly teenage mistake i could have made in the situations i have been in for the past... (5th-9th grade) 4 years. ive been mean to everyone i care about. if i care about you. ive hurt you and made you cry. you want to know why? ive beeen incredibly selfish. im not blaming this all on me, girls are girls but i am by far

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(it's amy)

[anonymous]

Wow Maryanne, that took some serious guts. I really hope that you mean all that you say, because to me it looks like you do. In my eyes I think that the past however many years you've just been trying to grow up too fast!! Your teenage years are the best years you'll experience, live them like the age that you are!! You won't ever get a second chance for today.

And honestly I think that if it is true in your heart that you want to go back to crucis, then they would accept you. It would be really really hard at first, but letting everyone know that you are genuinely sorry and changed would be a big helping step.

Crucis is a place of Christian love and bonding like you said, and as Christians it is our duty to love one another equally, and we should never close our hearts to anybody for any reason.

In my heart you are forgiven, but I have to ask forgiveness from you as well, for anything that I've done to make you think that I don't love you... I might not of always liked you, but I will always love you because it is what God asks of us.

Hope this made you feel better.
<3 Frost

Re: (it's amy)

[mannyfridizzle]

amy that made me want to cry, my eyes got all teary. crucis really was amazing, i really truly got to know Chris better every year and became closer with so many people but also used camp for so many of the wrong reasons and didnt realize it or really care until now. Amy i forgave you before you asked for firgiveness because i knew that you werent the person to do the things we did to each other. I'm not that person either. I'm sorry. I love you! and i trulyyy miss you soo much