im sorry to everyone that ive pulled a maryanne on.
so i have made every single girly teenage mistake i could have made in the situations i have been in for the past... (5th-9th grade) 4 years. ive been mean to everyone i care about. if i care about you. ive hurt you and made you cry. you want to know why? ive beeen incredibly selfish. im not blaming this all on me, girls are girls but i am by far one of the worst.
mary mecca pops in my head soooo much. that girl had a huge impact on my life whether she knows it or not. all i do now is talk negatively about her, well thats an act. its an act when i talk about audrey, daryl any of them. i flat out was selfish and got bored. i was mean and made mistakes.
i miss crucis. i cant go back.. noway i'll ever go back. i blame them but its not there fault. its completaly my fault. i picked all those little fights with those girls and i argued with all those people and talked about all of them. they all love each other so much and share the most amazing christian bond and i used to be a part of that and man i would do anything to get that back but i wont ever get it back and its my fault. all my fault. i didnt give some people chances and i was just mean.
im lucky to have the friends i have now. they dont trust me though. they arent going to forget what i did to what people and how i hurt who. we all went through it together and i was the center of it in middle of school. cammie is one of my bestfriends and i love her so much but i was mean to her for months until one day she just couldnt take it. i feel horrible for that.
audrey. wow. shes tough. shes been through so much with other people and a ton with me. i really feel bad for that, i had no reason for anything i did to her or said about her or to her. plus she really helped me out soo much when i just couldnt pull myself together. she was everything i had for a veryyy long time.
amy frost, im sorry. i still love you and your going to do amazing in life!
there are just so many people that i cared about that i was mean to and were just gone. i blamed them and were mean to them. i was selfish and stupid. ive lost so many people its hard to beleive.
im sorrry people, every single one of you.
mary mecca pops in my head soooo much. that girl had a huge impact on my life whether she knows it or not. all i do now is talk negatively about her, well thats an act. its an act when i talk about audrey, daryl any of them. i flat out was selfish and got bored. i was mean and made mistakes.
i miss crucis. i cant go back.. noway i'll ever go back. i blame them but its not there fault. its completaly my fault. i picked all those little fights with those girls and i argued with all those people and talked about all of them. they all love each other so much and share the most amazing christian bond and i used to be a part of that and man i would do anything to get that back but i wont ever get it back and its my fault. all my fault. i didnt give some people chances and i was just mean.
im lucky to have the friends i have now. they dont trust me though. they arent going to forget what i did to what people and how i hurt who. we all went through it together and i was the center of it in middle of school. cammie is one of my bestfriends and i love her so much but i was mean to her for months until one day she just couldnt take it. i feel horrible for that.
audrey. wow. shes tough. shes been through so much with other people and a ton with me. i really feel bad for that, i had no reason for anything i did to her or said about her or to her. plus she really helped me out soo much when i just couldnt pull myself together. she was everything i had for a veryyy long time.
amy frost, im sorry. i still love you and your going to do amazing in life!
there are just so many people that i cared about that i was mean to and were just gone. i blamed them and were mean to them. i was selfish and stupid. ive lost so many people its hard to beleive.
im sorrry people, every single one of you.