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today has been okay so far. i woke up fairly late... around 12:30 in the afternoon, and had a headache. i'm sure it was because i'm used to having my tea before 12pm... i really need to start getting up earlier. and going ot bed earlier, too. i decided i'm going to put myself on a strict schedule. i have to. mainly with chores, and sleep. i'd state the obvious and stay "with food and exercise, too", but as of now i have absolutely no idea what is going to become of that. but, until that gets sorted out... it will be a regular routine, i'm sure. ish.
so, with chores & sleep- since audrey and i want to re-decorate our computer room, and make it more of a lounge/music room, i figured we'd better start showing mom that we'll be responsible enough to actually keep the room in decent (or... very good) shape. i am going to devise some sort of chore list, i suppose, but most of it will be up to me, considering i'm home all day. basically, the rule will be "put away anything and everything you get out, and if something's messed up, just clean it". i'm pretty sure that will put an end to all of the bickering over how things are "always" out of place. other than the basic stuff, i suppose there will be some sort of weekly cleaning day, and daily chores for things other than just keeping rooms in order.
anyway. today i'm really upset with myself, for everything. i cannot believe now i may not be able to reach certain goals, and that scares me. but, what ever. i've done enough ranting these past few entries to last a long time.
meal one--
+ 1/2c. kashi strawberry fields cereal - 60cals
+ 1/2c. light soy - 25cals
+ 2 cups tea w/ 3 packets sweet-n-low - 20cals
TOTAL - 105cals... but i only ate about 3/4 of everything. i freaking went over. ugh. even though i didn't eat everything, i still feel like i went over 100. that makes me so mad. one. hundred. calories. that seems like so, so much. i cannot believe i eat that all in one meal.
meal two--
+ 1/2 apple - 60cals
+ 1 teaspoon peanut butter - 33cals
+ 2 cups tea w/ 3 packets sweet-n-low - 20cals
TOTAL - 113cals. yes. i know i went over, again. i only ate half of everything, because i screwed up my 100's today.
today is crazy.
meal three--
+1/4c. 100% rolled oats - 75cals
+ 2 packets sweet-n-low & cinnamon - 10cals
+ 2 cups tea with 3 packets sweet-n-low - 15cals
TOTAL - 100cals. finally, 100..
meal four--
+ 1 slice light wheat bread - 35cals
+ 1/2 slice vegan cheese - 20cals
+ 1/2c. stewed tomatoes - 35cals
+ 1 sip juice (1 part juice, 4 parts water) - 10cals
TOTAL - 100cals. woo, another one hundred..
meal five--
+ 1c. french cut green beans - 25cals
+ 2 petite asparagus spears - 5cals
+ 1/2c. stewed tomatoes - 35cals
+ 1 teaspoon hummus - 10cals
+ 2cups tea with 3 packets sweet-n-low - 20cals
TOTAL - 100cals (rounding up)..
so, i guess today was okay. i was still really really upset that i messed up my 100's in the morning. what the heck was i thinking?. screwing them up so early. oh well, what ever. it was much better than the last two days