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[mankadi]

Ahhh I really don't know anymore.
My mind turned into a completely huge mess.
Maybe it's better this way?!
I mean. Us. Just nothing.
But hey i just don't us to fall apart.
I don't eve know what to think...
You rarely or more like NEVE call
It's always me.. I feel like I'm annoying you. And I feel bad and awkward just like right now.
It's even worse when you dont answear!
Still when we meet you acting all sweet. Well you are sweet.
I just want... More!
And I hate it when other (include my friend cling into you)
It's like you prefer her... Sometimes.
She say it's all in my mind. That you hate me.
Ik that it's true. You even said I'm important to you can't you say it again? Cuz it feels like years though it's been only 2. Months since. I'm greedy ik.
But it's toward the things I like :)
I'm coward cuz yeah I think (and everyone see/saw before) I like
Like you in the I-have-a-crush-on-you way.
Im afraid to say it!!!

Oh well I hate it. Specially now when you don't answer your phone :3
But all that I cant say. Instead I'm writting it all here.!