Jun 03, 2005 23:59
i was laying in the grass outside of faiths yard and i was staring at the sky. faith was in gregs car being a whore. and i was staring at a start thinking i wish that was a bullet flying at my heart. tonight is the first time ive ever wanted to die. honestly im really concidering moving so that i dont have to put up with her shit anymore. im not suicidal i was just wishin i was dead earlier. so im really putting some thought into going to my dads so i can get away from everything.no reason for me to be here anymore. so we will see if i move to my dads or not. i want to. mine and faiths break up pretty much RUINED MY FUCKING LIFE.
love
dead heart