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It's never worth it. Maybe I am the only person who realizes this anymore. It's like the effort is never worth it. Good intentions? Fuck it. Bad intentions? Just as well. People are always going to misconstrue. People are always going to turn your words, your actions, shit you haven't even done... all of it against you. I've given in. I've sank into and out of myself. I'm so wonderfully detached from everything and everyone these days. I'm watching the world through a fucking microscopic lense, and let me tell you... it is making me nauseous.