blog is a funny word
I like words like blog. I decided to write one because I am incuribly lonely at the moment, as I have arrived back home after seeing Electra in our pathetic little cinema 5, to find my parents are asleep and my brother, the one having just taken off after dropping me off, was obviously MIA. So what do I do? Talk to nobody on MSN...hmm that is doing no good, the only person that I know is there is an old ghost I want nothing to do with...so why can't I delete him off of my list? I'm not sure? My profile picture makes me laugh, everyone I know has at least one picture of me working on some art project. Well I am currently into this myspace thing, but nothing I ever do online lasts, I get adicted for a few moments and then my life gets to busy. I think I signed up for one after a month of being bagered by friends, becaus eI am back home in the dullest place on earth and have choosen to become a hermit until I can go back to where I really belong. Kind of a waste of life, but I prefer it. It's so cold, I can't stand the cold it makes me cranky. AHH it is one of those nights where I can't discover if I am depressed apathetic or what? God I hope this place hasn't got me down. It's like a bubble surrounds our happy little vally slowly bringing us all into pill popping depression before we can realize what is happeneing, and unfortunately once you leave it feels worse you realize for once what you life was, it's like an out of body experience... Puke okay that's it