Finials week
I feel Like I am in a dream. The entire mood of this week is very dream like. I am so scared. I have never felt like this. I need to get all this done, but I feel beyond exhausted mostly I just want to be sleeping, that is all that makes sense. I guess coming home might help, maybe not. My roomate just calleld in the middle of my surreal study seesion to tell me she was going to crash over at nick's house. I don't understand her, she doesn't say no. She's not a whore that;'s the thing that bugs me, she is just a confusing girl. I have no time nor energy to worry about her. I am worrying about going home and stuff tooo. I can't take this my mind is all over the place and yet I am up at 2:30 studying still what is this? I need sleep but I am afraid to get it, because I am afraid that if I sleep I wont have enough time to get this all done. I just need to finish the eop stuff for tonight. I still need to study it all though. Tomorrow I am not sure what to do. I still have that entire paper to write but it is pretty straight forward. I am still worried my mind is boggled I ahve been trying to focus, and I ahve done a lot today but there isn't enought time in the day. Ahhh I must go, pray or something.
I change again
I change again