Aug 15, 2004 16:04
i am unbelievably pissed at the moment!
whole fuckin' weekend could have gone a different way...
could have stayed at pounce's saturday for pool and volleyball, then gone to the party saturday night and rested & chores all day sunday
instead, b/c i look forward to 4 wheeling and i have only been once this summer...
left pounce's early saturday morning to do chores on saturday, stayed home from the party saturday night so i would not be too tired to drive around on sunday Jeeping, and i am cancelled on at the last minute by a third party calling me
things come up and shit happens, i know this. maybe i should just get some friends who look forward to events other than parties
i wonder if anyone will cancel for Nocturnal Wonderland now. sometimes it just seems better to not depend on people to go. not safe to 4wheel alone and I don't have the $ to go to cali alone.
please do not reply to this message. this was not directed at one person. these are my own thoughts at the moment and if you have something to say, call.