long weekend... glad it's over
mangodnb
everything really went well...
I painted in front of a lot of people friday night at dream...
I was moved around 4 times to different locations in the club b/c of lighting
many people stopped by to say hello
but I also didn't realize a lot of people I knew were there b/c I was in one place painting
Dale did an excellent job dj'ing in the main room :)
Chris apologized for not promoting me doing art (and I didn't say that I was upset... he just happened to realize this)
I think the only person I will do this for again will be Luke
too much stress, especially between me and Dale
I have also learned there are some things that guys will never do right... support
at first, I thought it was only Dale... I thought he knew how much this meant to me and he would support w/ no questions asked. It actually took 2 days of convincing him how important my art was to me & have him be there instead of doing a set at Amsterdam. He still doesn't seem to know how important it was to me. I talked to a married friend that has had this happen before, and she had already talked to many of her married friends... turns out that ALL men do not know how to support. From now on, I will not expect it from him. My close friends were there for me :D and that is what matters... back to my independance and self-reliance!
This was a long journal entry that SHOULD HAVE BEEN KEPT PRIVATE
but it's out and I'm too lazy to delete :/
off to bed
everything really went well...
I painted in front of a lot of people friday night at dream...
I was moved around 4 times to different locations in the club b/c of lighting
many people stopped by to say hello
but I also didn't realize a lot of people I knew were there b/c I was in one place painting
Dale did an excellent job dj'ing in the main room :)
Chris apologized for not promoting me doing art (and I didn't say that I was upset... he just happened to realize this)
I think the only person I will do this for again will be Luke
too much stress, especially between me and Dale
I have also learned there are some things that guys will never do right... support
at first, I thought it was only Dale... I thought he knew how much this meant to me and he would support w/ no questions asked. It actually took 2 days of convincing him how important my art was to me & have him be there instead of doing a set at Amsterdam. He still doesn't seem to know how important it was to me. I talked to a married friend that has had this happen before, and she had already talked to many of her married friends... turns out that ALL men do not know how to support. From now on, I will not expect it from him. My close friends were there for me :D and that is what matters... back to my independance and self-reliance!
This was a long journal entry that SHOULD HAVE BEEN KEPT PRIVATE
but it's out and I'm too lazy to delete :/
off to bed