Nov 19, 2006 15:15
I have really got to learn to keep better control of my emotions. How have I not learned to do that yet?
Winter seems to have arrived fashionably late. I will miss it once I'm gone, but only a little.
I'm going to see my family in a little while. I will miss them much, much more than the cold.
Why this constant melancholy lately? Still can't shake it. Are the signs still there, but I just can't see them? Or are they gone?
Maybe I need to start praying again.