I have confidence
"I have confidence in sunshine
I have confidence in rain
I have confidence that spring will come again
Besides which, you see, I have confidence in me
Strength doesn't lie in numbers
Strength doesn't lie in wealth
Strength lies in nights of peaceful slumbers
When you wake up, Wake Up! It's healthy
All I trust I leave my heart to
All I trust becomes my own
I have confidence in confidence alone
Besides which, you see, I have confidence in me."
I am coming to terms with the fact that I am alone. I am a rock. I am an island. I am the only one who has full confidence in me. I am the only one who believes I am okay. Everyone else doubts me and my health. I'm really sick of it. Actually, right now I'm also quite ill and I don't think my thoughts are making much sense.
Today I am going to my pre-op alone. Fuck. I can't even finish an lj entry.
I need to go lay down.
I have confidence in rain
I have confidence that spring will come again
Besides which, you see, I have confidence in me
Strength doesn't lie in numbers
Strength doesn't lie in wealth
Strength lies in nights of peaceful slumbers
When you wake up, Wake Up! It's healthy
All I trust I leave my heart to
All I trust becomes my own
I have confidence in confidence alone
Besides which, you see, I have confidence in me."
I am coming to terms with the fact that I am alone. I am a rock. I am an island. I am the only one who has full confidence in me. I am the only one who believes I am okay. Everyone else doubts me and my health. I'm really sick of it. Actually, right now I'm also quite ill and I don't think my thoughts are making much sense.
Today I am going to my pre-op alone. Fuck. I can't even finish an lj entry.
I need to go lay down.