8 More Days.... -_-;;;; Betrayal and food.
;_; I just want it to be over with... or at least to be out of school and do some guilt free all day TV watching/Wii playing....
Not to mention my Dad's being a p*ick. And my Mom is better, but can also be NOT helpful.
And I've forgotten what chocolate tastes like... I mean REAL chocolate! Chocolate chips (which has less fat in them than other kinds of chocolate) is starting to TASTE exactly like real chocolate... And that's a pretty bad sign...................... I'm also going into major katsu/peking ravioli withdrawls......... ;________________________________________________________________________________________; ;;;;;;_____;;;;;;;; And my Oofuri Meme's turing into Fail Meme.........................
(goes off in a corner and cries, Tamaki style).
Edit:
And my godmother has betrayed me for the first time. Technically, I have three godparents (two godmoms, one goddad), but I've never considered the other two as really important to me. The third one, my Dad's secretary, has always been there been for me, and been someone I could tell almost anything to. Even when my Dad has been the mightest of p*icks, she's always been neutral. But today, for the first time, she betrayed me and took Dad's side. And now I don't know if I can trust her anymore... After Dad and especially his girlfriend, have been recently bullying me (about my depression, and my "incompetence" in dealing with doctors, and choosing to go to Mom's after school ends and after my surgery) I had hoped that I could have her to rely on to not chide me. But... even after I told her that I am planning to go to mom's after school, so I couldn't be with Dad on his b-day (he was orginally supposed to be with his girlfriend in Europe at that time, and I only learned last Wednesday that his plans had changed), we discussed having a b-day lunch with my Dad this week (my college is real close to Dad's place), and it was supposed to be tomorrow. Today I got this message:
I can't contact you about lunch tomorrow until you talk to your father.
He wants to know what you decided to do about the invitation for
Saturday, and how your make-up work is going.
Please call him and let me know when you do so that perhaps we can still
make plans for lunch tomorrow with him.
Wow... Just wow... I know that this probably doesn't look like a betrayal to some, but to me... wow... this is the first time in my life my godmother has EVER done anything to make me angry. Normally, she's a SAINT. Literally, a SAINT. My dad, he plays these games, you know? Where he changes his plans at the last minute and then throws fits when everyone else doesn't change their plans too. My dad is super passive-aggresive and plays all sorts of weird mind games. But he's never gotten her on his side. It really makes me want to cry... One of the few adults that I thought I could fully trust has joined the dark side...
Edit 2:
We've made up!! Banzai!!! Confetti!!! Apparently, it seems like it was all Dad's fault!! But at least we were able to work it out between my godmother and me... ^_^
Not to mention my Dad's being a p*ick. And my Mom is better, but can also be NOT helpful.
And I've forgotten what chocolate tastes like... I mean REAL chocolate! Chocolate chips (which has less fat in them than other kinds of chocolate) is starting to TASTE exactly like real chocolate... And that's a pretty bad sign...................... I'm also going into major katsu/peking ravioli withdrawls......... ;________________________________________________________________________________________; ;;;;;;_____;;;;;;;; And my Oofuri Meme's turing into Fail Meme.........................
(goes off in a corner and cries, Tamaki style).
Edit:
And my godmother has betrayed me for the first time. Technically, I have three godparents (two godmoms, one goddad), but I've never considered the other two as really important to me. The third one, my Dad's secretary, has always been there been for me, and been someone I could tell almost anything to. Even when my Dad has been the mightest of p*icks, she's always been neutral. But today, for the first time, she betrayed me and took Dad's side. And now I don't know if I can trust her anymore... After Dad and especially his girlfriend, have been recently bullying me (about my depression, and my "incompetence" in dealing with doctors, and choosing to go to Mom's after school ends and after my surgery) I had hoped that I could have her to rely on to not chide me. But... even after I told her that I am planning to go to mom's after school, so I couldn't be with Dad on his b-day (he was orginally supposed to be with his girlfriend in Europe at that time, and I only learned last Wednesday that his plans had changed), we discussed having a b-day lunch with my Dad this week (my college is real close to Dad's place), and it was supposed to be tomorrow. Today I got this message:
I can't contact you about lunch tomorrow until you talk to your father.
He wants to know what you decided to do about the invitation for
Saturday, and how your make-up work is going.
Please call him and let me know when you do so that perhaps we can still
make plans for lunch tomorrow with him.
Wow... Just wow... I know that this probably doesn't look like a betrayal to some, but to me... wow... this is the first time in my life my godmother has EVER done anything to make me angry. Normally, she's a SAINT. Literally, a SAINT. My dad, he plays these games, you know? Where he changes his plans at the last minute and then throws fits when everyone else doesn't change their plans too. My dad is super passive-aggresive and plays all sorts of weird mind games. But he's never gotten her on his side. It really makes me want to cry... One of the few adults that I thought I could fully trust has joined the dark side...
Edit 2:
We've made up!! Banzai!!! Confetti!!! Apparently, it seems like it was all Dad's fault!! But at least we were able to work it out between my godmother and me... ^_^