A Wish Upon A Star
♥♥♥ Star 3 ♥♥♥
Ji Yong sighed as he turned his back to the others on his way to the kitchen. To make Ji Yong more miserable than he already was the three knock-head that arrived the cottage long before him and Seung Ri had not bothered to lift a finger.
They wouldn’t do anything now either and had left the dinner chore to him. He would have asked Seung Ri to do it instead, but he just couldn’t do it. Not only had he made the boy cry, but he was probably angry with him too.
“Seung Ri!!” Daesung exclaimed putting an arm around Seung Ri. Unknowingly Ji Yong pouted as he started to cut the vegetables while looking at Seung Ri through the corners of his eyes.
“Hyung!” Seung Ri muttered tiredly, turning away from Daesung.
“Awwww, come on~” He tugged Seung Ri's shirt and waved with his Doreamon bear which was named Doreamon Senior. “See? Doreamon Senior wants to play with Panda Senior.” Daesung continued to nag and his hand movement made Doreamon Senior nod.
“Hyung! Please just leave me alone!” Seung Ri growled and was on his way to his room. He finally had a room for himself since Daesung would have to share with Top no matter what. The older guy wouldn’t let this chance go past him. However, this older guy didn’t let Seung Ri do as he pleased either.
“You’re going nowhere, maknae! This Doreamon freak here made me bring my Dino S., so bring your panda butt and your panda here.” Top ordered and released Seung Ri. He sighed. How could he bring something he didn’t have?
“I didn’t bring Panda Senior with me!” He yelled and slammed the door after him. Daesung and Top looked at the door to their maknae’s room with widen eyes and Taeyang was focused with the book he was reading.
“Taeyang hyung?” Daesung went to Taeyang’s side and snatched the book making him frowned.
“What?” Top smirked and Taeyang knew that smirk too well.
“Geesh.” He groaned but rose and started to go towards Seung Ri’s room.
“Leave him alone!” Taeyang stopped in his track and three pairs of eyes found their way to the leader standing in the doorway with an apron with sauces dots and butter in his hair. The three of them slowly nodded and Taeyang just shrugged and went back to his reading. Ji Yong went back to his cooking. He knew Seung Ri was in a bad mood and it was his fault. He sighed and hoped his surprise would cheer him up.
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Seung Ri curled up in his bed and hugged his pillow. Now that Panda Senior was gone he didn’t have anyone to talk to when he felt depressed. He still had Mr. Panda though, that was a solace. However, it wasn’t the same. Panda Senior was the first one in the Panda family and the only who was good enough as a hugging partner.
“Hiya, Mr. Panda, Panda Senior died… well not exactly… he is gone… no… he didn’t leave… Ji Yong hyung… kind of… made him… or not exactly that either…” Seung Ri held the keychain high and let it hung from his hand rocking back and forth. “I… I’m going to miss him. You know he was really important. Of course you are too Mr. Panda, but I was the one who bought you. Panda Senior… He… Ji Yong hyung gave him to me. It was special…” Sighing Seung Ri let his mind wandered to one of the happiest day in his life.
Flashback
It was a surprise for the five boys who just knew that their future was assigned with their contracts. Mr. YG had given them a day off to go to the amusement park. He said that it would be quite a while they would have enough time to go to an amusement park again. The boys didn’t say no to the offer and was now standing at the entrance.
“Come on! Let’s get going already!” Daesung jumped up and down excitedly and Top joined him. Those two happily scrolled into the amusement park arm in arm. Just like brothers. Though they could have passed as lovers.
Seung Ri sighed. It was still vaguely to him. He was one of the two that would be dropped out of Big Bang, but he didn’t. Thanks to his lucky stars. Seung Ri didn’t believe in much, but he believed that the stars was watching over him. People might say that there were only stars at night and they are still there during the day too. The sun only over shone them with it strong light.
♥
Another sigh parted his mouth and Ji Yong who was walking beside him looked at him worriedly. The little boy had been sighing a lot lately. Of course he couldn’t even imagine how it was for the boy who was two years younger than him, leaving his family and friends facing the big city and the harsh music world alone.
“Seung Ri?” Ji Yong called out for the boy. As a leader he would have to make sure that everyone was okay, but he would want to help the boy even if he wasn’t the leader. Something about him just asked for attention.
“Yes, hyung?” Seung Ri turned to face his hyung. Completely hiding his unsureness behind the mask of confident.
“Is something bothering you?” Ji Yong looked at him with worried eyes and they met his confused ones. He wasn’t sure of what he should say. Seung Ri wasn’t one to depend on others. He was strong. It was one of the things he had to keep him fighting till the end. However, doubt and negatives vibes were still lingering around him. The contract was sign and he was a part of Big Bang but it didn’t keep him from thinking that he maybe didn’t belong to the group.
“Hyung, eh do you… argh never mind.” Seung Ri shook his head as his mind couldn’t decide whether to reveal his thoughts or not.
“Come on tell me!” Ji Yong stated to poke at on the side and Seung Ri giggled cutely before he stopped at a booth staring a prize that had completely caught his mind. None of the pokes Ji Yong gave him made any affect on the boy now. A smirk lit covered Ji Yong’s sly face and he whispered lowly beside the maknae’s ear. “You want the that?”
Seung Ri jumped. He didn’t know the leader was so close to him and he didn’t know why he felt his heart threatening to fall out with the loud thumps. Another thing to add to his confusion was his crimson cheeks.
Receiving a little nod Ji Yong gave the man in charge of the booth some money and took his place. He was suppose to shot three birds dancing around with a steady and fast beat, but he wanted to make the boy happy. If he couldn’t talk the worry away then he will make the boy happy so he could forget his worries.
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Bang! The first shot was released and the unfortunately plastic bird fell. One down, three more to go. Bang! Another shot flew against the board with dancing birds, and bingo. The goal was taken. Ji Yong always had a good eye. He would reach everything he aimed for. Bang! The last shot was no exception.
The man was about to give him the top prize. The biggest teddy bear, but that wasn’t the prize he aimed for so he asked if he could get two smaller stuff toy instead and the man didn’t disagree. Ji Yong chose the one that caught the maknae’s eyes of course and one for him.
“Here ya go.” Smiling widely Ji Yong gave the panda bear to Seung Ri whose eyes lit up stronger than stars. “Why did you want it anyway?” He asked curiously as the boy cuddled the panda bear.
“It is cute!” Seung Ri answered bluntly. “Just like me.” He added and pointed at himself, making Ji Yong burst out laughing. “Hyung!” Whining and pouting, Seung Ri started to hit his hyung playfully. “Let’s go, Panda Senior. Ji Yong hyung is being mean to me.”
“Panda Senior?” Ji Yong couldn’t help but get amused over the boy. He kept surprising him, but seeing he was smiling widely made him happy and warm. Seung Ri’s curve reached his eyes. “Then this is Dragon Senior.” He announced and patted the dragon’s head. “Don’t let Panda Senior beat you in anything.”
♥
“Ehy!” The protest died as Daesung came running towards them with a bear in his hands. It was a Doreamon bear. Everyone agreed that he was weird when it came to Doreamons. Top and Taeyang followed behind him and both had their own bear. Top had a dinosaur and Taeyang had a dog. People might think they were too old to have toys, but who cared what others thought?
“Hyung! Seung Ri! Meet Doreamon Senior!” Daesung waved the Doreamon bear excitedly and when he saw their own bears he got even more excited. “Who are they? See Doreamon Senior you got friends!”
“Panda Senior.”
“Dragon Senior.”
“Dino Senior.”
“Boss Senior.”
“A big happy family!” Daesung announced and shoved everyone with him towards an ice cream booth. “Just like Big Bang!”
Seung Ri smiled. He should never have doubted. A chance was given him and he got it. He was a fully member of Big Bang, his new family.
“Thank you, hyung.” He whispered and Ji Yong just smiled and again he could feel his heart beating too loud.
Flashback end
“Seung Ri! Dinner is ready!” He heard his hyung called and he put Mr. Panda safely down beside his pillow and sighed before he replied.
“Coming!” The Senior Family just lost a member.
The flashback weren't suppose to be that long, but it just ended up like that.
Sorry if this wasn't worth your waiting :/ kind of a boring chapter??
no?? Did you find out what Seung Ri lost?? I miss you guys!! Sorry for not updating for a while. I can update a bit more now, with less school work ^^ I'll my best to make this fic better.
Ji Yong sighed as he turned his back to the others on his way to the kitchen. To make Ji Yong more miserable than he already was the three knock-head that arrived the cottage long before him and Seung Ri had not bothered to lift a finger.
They wouldn’t do anything now either and had left the dinner chore to him. He would have asked Seung Ri to do it instead, but he just couldn’t do it. Not only had he made the boy cry, but he was probably angry with him too.
“Seung Ri!!” Daesung exclaimed putting an arm around Seung Ri. Unknowingly Ji Yong pouted as he started to cut the vegetables while looking at Seung Ri through the corners of his eyes.
“Hyung!” Seung Ri muttered tiredly, turning away from Daesung.
“Awwww, come on~” He tugged Seung Ri's shirt and waved with his Doreamon bear which was named Doreamon Senior. “See? Doreamon Senior wants to play with Panda Senior.” Daesung continued to nag and his hand movement made Doreamon Senior nod.
“Hyung! Please just leave me alone!” Seung Ri growled and was on his way to his room. He finally had a room for himself since Daesung would have to share with Top no matter what. The older guy wouldn’t let this chance go past him. However, this older guy didn’t let Seung Ri do as he pleased either.
“You’re going nowhere, maknae! This Doreamon freak here made me bring my Dino S., so bring your panda butt and your panda here.” Top ordered and released Seung Ri. He sighed. How could he bring something he didn’t have?
“I didn’t bring Panda Senior with me!” He yelled and slammed the door after him. Daesung and Top looked at the door to their maknae’s room with widen eyes and Taeyang was focused with the book he was reading.
“Taeyang hyung?” Daesung went to Taeyang’s side and snatched the book making him frowned.
“What?” Top smirked and Taeyang knew that smirk too well.
“Geesh.” He groaned but rose and started to go towards Seung Ri’s room.
“Leave him alone!” Taeyang stopped in his track and three pairs of eyes found their way to the leader standing in the doorway with an apron with sauces dots and butter in his hair. The three of them slowly nodded and Taeyang just shrugged and went back to his reading. Ji Yong went back to his cooking. He knew Seung Ri was in a bad mood and it was his fault. He sighed and hoped his surprise would cheer him up.
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Seung Ri curled up in his bed and hugged his pillow. Now that Panda Senior was gone he didn’t have anyone to talk to when he felt depressed. He still had Mr. Panda though, that was a solace. However, it wasn’t the same. Panda Senior was the first one in the Panda family and the only who was good enough as a hugging partner.
“Hiya, Mr. Panda, Panda Senior died… well not exactly… he is gone… no… he didn’t leave… Ji Yong hyung… kind of… made him… or not exactly that either…” Seung Ri held the keychain high and let it hung from his hand rocking back and forth. “I… I’m going to miss him. You know he was really important. Of course you are too Mr. Panda, but I was the one who bought you. Panda Senior… He… Ji Yong hyung gave him to me. It was special…” Sighing Seung Ri let his mind wandered to one of the happiest day in his life.
Flashback
It was a surprise for the five boys who just knew that their future was assigned with their contracts. Mr. YG had given them a day off to go to the amusement park. He said that it would be quite a while they would have enough time to go to an amusement park again. The boys didn’t say no to the offer and was now standing at the entrance.
“Come on! Let’s get going already!” Daesung jumped up and down excitedly and Top joined him. Those two happily scrolled into the amusement park arm in arm. Just like brothers. Though they could have passed as lovers.
Seung Ri sighed. It was still vaguely to him. He was one of the two that would be dropped out of Big Bang, but he didn’t. Thanks to his lucky stars. Seung Ri didn’t believe in much, but he believed that the stars was watching over him. People might say that there were only stars at night and they are still there during the day too. The sun only over shone them with it strong light.
♥
Another sigh parted his mouth and Ji Yong who was walking beside him looked at him worriedly. The little boy had been sighing a lot lately. Of course he couldn’t even imagine how it was for the boy who was two years younger than him, leaving his family and friends facing the big city and the harsh music world alone.
“Seung Ri?” Ji Yong called out for the boy. As a leader he would have to make sure that everyone was okay, but he would want to help the boy even if he wasn’t the leader. Something about him just asked for attention.
“Yes, hyung?” Seung Ri turned to face his hyung. Completely hiding his unsureness behind the mask of confident.
“Is something bothering you?” Ji Yong looked at him with worried eyes and they met his confused ones. He wasn’t sure of what he should say. Seung Ri wasn’t one to depend on others. He was strong. It was one of the things he had to keep him fighting till the end. However, doubt and negatives vibes were still lingering around him. The contract was sign and he was a part of Big Bang but it didn’t keep him from thinking that he maybe didn’t belong to the group.
“Hyung, eh do you… argh never mind.” Seung Ri shook his head as his mind couldn’t decide whether to reveal his thoughts or not.
“Come on tell me!” Ji Yong stated to poke at on the side and Seung Ri giggled cutely before he stopped at a booth staring a prize that had completely caught his mind. None of the pokes Ji Yong gave him made any affect on the boy now. A smirk lit covered Ji Yong’s sly face and he whispered lowly beside the maknae’s ear. “You want the that?”
Seung Ri jumped. He didn’t know the leader was so close to him and he didn’t know why he felt his heart threatening to fall out with the loud thumps. Another thing to add to his confusion was his crimson cheeks.
Receiving a little nod Ji Yong gave the man in charge of the booth some money and took his place. He was suppose to shot three birds dancing around with a steady and fast beat, but he wanted to make the boy happy. If he couldn’t talk the worry away then he will make the boy happy so he could forget his worries.
♥
Bang! The first shot was released and the unfortunately plastic bird fell. One down, three more to go. Bang! Another shot flew against the board with dancing birds, and bingo. The goal was taken. Ji Yong always had a good eye. He would reach everything he aimed for. Bang! The last shot was no exception.
The man was about to give him the top prize. The biggest teddy bear, but that wasn’t the prize he aimed for so he asked if he could get two smaller stuff toy instead and the man didn’t disagree. Ji Yong chose the one that caught the maknae’s eyes of course and one for him.
“Here ya go.” Smiling widely Ji Yong gave the panda bear to Seung Ri whose eyes lit up stronger than stars. “Why did you want it anyway?” He asked curiously as the boy cuddled the panda bear.
“It is cute!” Seung Ri answered bluntly. “Just like me.” He added and pointed at himself, making Ji Yong burst out laughing. “Hyung!” Whining and pouting, Seung Ri started to hit his hyung playfully. “Let’s go, Panda Senior. Ji Yong hyung is being mean to me.”
“Panda Senior?” Ji Yong couldn’t help but get amused over the boy. He kept surprising him, but seeing he was smiling widely made him happy and warm. Seung Ri’s curve reached his eyes. “Then this is Dragon Senior.” He announced and patted the dragon’s head. “Don’t let Panda Senior beat you in anything.”
♥
“Ehy!” The protest died as Daesung came running towards them with a bear in his hands. It was a Doreamon bear. Everyone agreed that he was weird when it came to Doreamons. Top and Taeyang followed behind him and both had their own bear. Top had a dinosaur and Taeyang had a dog. People might think they were too old to have toys, but who cared what others thought?
“Hyung! Seung Ri! Meet Doreamon Senior!” Daesung waved the Doreamon bear excitedly and when he saw their own bears he got even more excited. “Who are they? See Doreamon Senior you got friends!”
“Panda Senior.”
“Dragon Senior.”
“Dino Senior.”
“Boss Senior.”
“A big happy family!” Daesung announced and shoved everyone with him towards an ice cream booth. “Just like Big Bang!”
Seung Ri smiled. He should never have doubted. A chance was given him and he got it. He was a fully member of Big Bang, his new family.
“Thank you, hyung.” He whispered and Ji Yong just smiled and again he could feel his heart beating too loud.
Flashback end
“Seung Ri! Dinner is ready!” He heard his hyung called and he put Mr. Panda safely down beside his pillow and sighed before he replied.
“Coming!” The Senior Family just lost a member.
The flashback weren't suppose to be that long, but it just ended up like that.
Sorry if this wasn't worth your waiting :/ kind of a boring chapter??
no?? Did you find out what Seung Ri lost?? I miss you guys!! Sorry for not updating for a while. I can update a bit more now, with less school work ^^ I'll my best to make this fic better.