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I should be working out right now. I just woke up...and i'm tired. My nose is stuffed up. I feel sick and i'm gonna be lazy and not do shit. I lost 1.2 lbs from yesterday morning...but that's a pound heavier than i was at some point yesterday. Gah it's discouraging.
I swear it's easier just starving myself. Easier/faster. I had planned to go back to my parents house to stay tonight [since they're out of town] and go to my Y tomorrow morning... then i'll have a long drive back for class, but hopefully it'll be worth the trip. My gosh if i spend that much gas just to work out, it better be worth it. I'd also have to get up about 2 hrs earlier...ha. But i shouldnt get such an allergic reaction from the pool at my hometown Y...I dont remember this happening there. So that will be helpful.
I weighed myself a total of 8 times yesterday. HAHAHAHAHA. I was going for 2. Damn, that's horrible. But it was less than usual. I was averaging 10 times a day...but now thinking about it and counting the times...it MUST be more than that... Bc there were several times throughout the day i wanted to jump on the scale but didnt... Ha, but still it was 8 times. I suck.
I doubt today will go well since i'm blowing off my stupid workout. Well maybe i'll do elliptical...But damn the pool. 1.2 lbs??? HA! that's so not worth it... 50 laps for 1.2 lbs. Fuck that.
Plus i'm already starved. I didnt get starved until around 5pm yesterday...it's not even 10am and i'm already starved. I'm skeptical about this all.