i suck.
See, this happens when my weight doesnt go down. I get frustrated and just give in.
I bought rice cakes. Had them. i mean, no fat but gah i'm up to 164.0 lbs now.... Yep, no way can i make my goal. I'm guessing [162.8] tomorrow morning. Actually maybe i just hope... bc now i'm really worried.
Plus i'm having to down crazy amounts of water bc i have no medicine, therefore was not supposed to eat. Now i will be up peeing and preoccupied with my weight all night.
I also have hw i need to do that's due tomorrow. I havent even started.
It is possible to still be my Friday goal, if i happened to work out crazy like tomorrow, which will not happen bc i havent got the motivation that i need. Plus the freakin pool is TOO cold this week... it should be fixed by next week but who knows.
My goal date is getting REALLY close... I need to get this weight loss going...
Goal Date: July 1st
Pounds to lose: 41 lbs
Days to lose 41 lbs: 24 days
Well I guess i have longer than i realized... I mean ok, i'll still do what i gotta do if I'm 130 lbs. Maybe even 133 lbs, but NO more. Plus, i cant see the guys i want to [or friends] until i'm 123 lbs, my true goal weight for July 1st. So technically if I'm 164.0 lbs in the morning [which i should be less, but hypothetically, then all i have to lose is at the least 1.3 lbs to be ok with July 1st].
But if i can get back on schedule by say... Sunday... [156.4] then i can still stick with my goals i have planned out. If not, and if i'm say 164.0 [again, i should be less] then i have to lose 1.7 lbs! per day. Yikes, that's almost 2 lbs, but i was doing 2 lbs a day before so it's very possible, but more work.
Ok, so new goal... whenever i find out my morning weight [obviously sometime tomorrow morning] i'm going to have a goal that goes each day for my high goal and low goal... so i can still determine each day if i'm on track to atleast the 133 lbs goal, but hopefully the 123 lbs goal...
I just have to remember that if i lose 1.3 lbs then i will be ok still. okay being the key word. Not perfect. Not GREAT. But ok, which is much more acceptable than now.