Jan 13, 2006 16:19
it's been 3 days.. things are ehhhhh.. it's like the fears that i had before have suddenly reappeared.. all the insecurities are back in full force.. i'm, once again, afraid of smothering him.. leaving him unsatisfied.. and doing just about anything that will cause another confrontation =/
so i've been giving him his space.. avoiding fights or things that would get him upset.. and basically being there when he wants it.. but i don't know if things will be the same.. just when i was getting comfortable with him, he goes and springs that on me.. so i don't know what to do anymore..
he just called me to go over and watch a movie.. yayy ^.^ bbL