Seasonal wonders?
For the first time in a long while, it seems my life is my own.
I can't fully explain this comment, just a comment- come on guys.
I don't have some man on my mind who will puppet my thoughts- nor do I have any ulterior motives.
It is a good life.
Baseball- as Jered already said- a sentimental sport, begins.
And, the bars here seem to be endless, especially with the shift in weather. My friends took me out tonight and spoke of their indeterminate plans. They aren't sure if they will be living in the same house shortly. These anxieties I can sympathize with, but can't currently relate. They wonder how to stay in this pulsing city if their current state changes. Living alone can be rough- financially and maybe mentally. I hear people say that living alone can make you get out more cause you don't have the security of friends in the house- but I don't know if that is reason to branch out on your own.
Right now I want to live alone. Only because I want a dog and probably a cat too and I can't find a roomate who is down with that- but I like the socialness of living with roomates.
The weather is warming, and so is my ability to enjoy myself. I can do it almost without effort lately. A simple walk on the pavement. Or even stranger things are causing me happiness- like taking out the trash today and seeing our newly planted trees and gate in the back yard.
I do wonder why though, and often. Why, what? Why, so many things; not like a childs sense, but always so many things are left unexplained?
I could go into a few why questions, but I would rather leave that up to you. Why what, my friends?
I can't fully explain this comment, just a comment- come on guys.
I don't have some man on my mind who will puppet my thoughts- nor do I have any ulterior motives.
It is a good life.
Baseball- as Jered already said- a sentimental sport, begins.
And, the bars here seem to be endless, especially with the shift in weather. My friends took me out tonight and spoke of their indeterminate plans. They aren't sure if they will be living in the same house shortly. These anxieties I can sympathize with, but can't currently relate. They wonder how to stay in this pulsing city if their current state changes. Living alone can be rough- financially and maybe mentally. I hear people say that living alone can make you get out more cause you don't have the security of friends in the house- but I don't know if that is reason to branch out on your own.
Right now I want to live alone. Only because I want a dog and probably a cat too and I can't find a roomate who is down with that- but I like the socialness of living with roomates.
The weather is warming, and so is my ability to enjoy myself. I can do it almost without effort lately. A simple walk on the pavement. Or even stranger things are causing me happiness- like taking out the trash today and seeing our newly planted trees and gate in the back yard.
I do wonder why though, and often. Why, what? Why, so many things; not like a childs sense, but always so many things are left unexplained?
I could go into a few why questions, but I would rather leave that up to you. Why what, my friends?