so much for optimism...
so it's really official when it hits myspace, right? well, we're done. the divorce won't be final until the end of the year (i don't think), but we're over.
so much for hope and faith and all of that...
i don't know what to say or how to feel or what to think.... i am crushed. and i am SUPPOSED to be okay because we're supposed to have been wrong for each other. why do i have to be so freaking in love with him?
there is no happy ending. fairy tales are a lie.
i have a government test tomorrow and i can't study....
i hate myself.
Mandy
p.s. katherine pointed out how un-optimistic my ElJay's are... and she's right. this will probably be my last journal. After like 4 years, I am finally gonna delete this sucker.
Good Bye.
so much for hope and faith and all of that...
i don't know what to say or how to feel or what to think.... i am crushed. and i am SUPPOSED to be okay because we're supposed to have been wrong for each other. why do i have to be so freaking in love with him?
there is no happy ending. fairy tales are a lie.
i have a government test tomorrow and i can't study....
i hate myself.
Mandy
p.s. katherine pointed out how un-optimistic my ElJay's are... and she's right. this will probably be my last journal. After like 4 years, I am finally gonna delete this sucker.
Good Bye.