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See, we've been invited to a wedding, in France. We are living in Canada and it's actually a friend of my husband who is getting married. They met on internet and they are making a game, with a few other guys and girls too.
I'm excited about it, of course. My husband and I are considering it. I've been dreaming of that kind of trip all my life, and especially recently. Our 10th anniversary is approaching and we have promised ourselves to go in Europe to celebrate it.
The thing is, the kids. We have 5, including 2 autistic. Who will want to babysit? I know a few people, but all this is a year away so there is no way we can get a babysitter right now, nor can we wait the last minute either.
It sucks, I might not be able to go on vacations with my husband ever and I think it's sinking in right now. My bubble is deflating slowly and soon it'll all be over. My dreams are going to be over.. And I'm not talking about the money issue.
I'm excited about it, of course. My husband and I are considering it. I've been dreaming of that kind of trip all my life, and especially recently. Our 10th anniversary is approaching and we have promised ourselves to go in Europe to celebrate it.
The thing is, the kids. We have 5, including 2 autistic. Who will want to babysit? I know a few people, but all this is a year away so there is no way we can get a babysitter right now, nor can we wait the last minute either.
It sucks, I might not be able to go on vacations with my husband ever and I think it's sinking in right now. My bubble is deflating slowly and soon it'll all be over. My dreams are going to be over.. And I'm not talking about the money issue.