im ok now
i am ok now even though randy he would talk to me so we could figure some things out so i wouldnt have to think about it. but whatever, he told me he slept all day. i just want him to know how bad he is hurting me, even now that he told me he would talk to me and he did not do that , i stayed at work until close becasue i just thought that maybe he might show up, but something told me he wouldnt. but i guess all i do now is wait, im going to try myhardest not to think aobut it but i love his so much.its hard. i wish he would just call me and tell me he loves me and caint be without me but iknow that will probaly never happen.