how things are today

[mandigrl406]

thing are kind of ok. me and randy spent the whole weekend together, which was sweet,but we go into this conversation about us and he said that he likes it better like this we do out own thing during the days and when we can we spend time together buti caint do this forever i need the commitment, well maybe not the commitment but just the boyfriend and girlfriend senario becase if i know that he is mine then i know he wont find someone better then me. i really dont want that to happen i dont want to go through shit again i am finally gettin better with this and i dont want to have to worry about him finding someone else, i just wishhe would realize how much we are great together and he would want to get back with me but i am not sure if that will happen. but i am going to go now
bye bye
amanda