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[mandigrl406]

ive been ok lately somewhat ive been having really bad mood swings lately, but that is cause stress thinking aboutif me and randy will get back together. sometimes i think we will but alot of the time i dont think we will. sometimes hes all flirty but other times he really isnt. but what can i do. nothing really but the sex is still good, actually its great, and we have a date on saturday we are going to a movie and dinner, that is weird to say im going on a date with someone i dated for almost a year. but i guess i can deal with it. we get along alot better now which is good to me. ive been to his house a couple times, i felt really awquard though becasue i know tricis (mexican slut) has been there lots of times. i know it and i hate her so much, i really want to just uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. but its ok. i just hate how she thinks everyone hates her and her life is miserable, but really when she finally grows up and looks around she will know how good she had it. but by that time she might be in a home for psycho girls. just joking, but i dont feel bad for her at all, not even a sinch she lies to everyone to make them feel bad for her and eventually everyone she lies to realizes she is crazy and just likes people to feel bad for her, and i hate how when she calls randy and i am with him she says all that shit. i would not have even talked shit about her if she wouldnt have said "oh your with amanda oh there goes another friend" that made me want to go to where she was and just punch her in her big ass nose. god i hate her. but oh well if randy wants to hang out with psycho mexicans the i wont stop him. if her ever reads this he will probaly either laugh or get really mad. but that is just how i feel
good bye
amanda