May 23, 2008 11:30
Life is getting a little tricky for me. There is way too much stuff going on! I'm trying to figure out where I'm going in life. I wish I could just be laid back and not care about anything, but I can't. I'm the type of girl who needs a plan, I need to know what's in the future. I feel stuck between High School and Marriage, it's horrible! The biggest drama in my life will hopefully end soon. Jason and I are done and I'm trying to move on the best I can. It's extremely hard, but I think it's for the better. He and I just aren't on the same page anymore, we both want different things. Right now, I need someone in my life who has the same goals. So don't mind me if I'm a little depressed for some time. But there is good news... Birthday Bash and Summer Cel are coming up! I'm extremely excited for both! Although I had a chance at 8th row seats for Sunday's Birthday Bash, but since I'm not with Jason, I highly doubt that'll be happening. Oh well, you can still hear everything from anywhere. I'm going to be requesting days off of work... LOTS of days! lol. Then I leave for Alaska! That's coming up pretty darn quick. Maybe that will be a life changing experience for me and I'll decide to move out of my parents house! lol. Who knows right? Well I'm off to work now, another 12-8 blah! C ya!