Geeez!
It's been like a week since I last posted! I should have a ton to talk about, but honestly I can't remember too much. All I've really been doing is working and hanging out. A few nights ago we had a girls night at Laura's... but the guys were there too so it kind of turned into a girls/guys night. But it was fun! We had a fire and made s'mores, then went inside and played Apples to Apples which I pretty much kicked butt at. Let's see, what else? Oh I took care of the whole Jury Duty thing. I had to pay $50 and got assigned a new week of duty. Work is sucking more and more. I really want to be done with that place, but I can't find another job! I'm starting to hate the economy in Muskegon. I feel like I've been getting let down a lot lately. It's just like every single person in my life has let me down in one way or another. I don't really feel like I can count on anyone. There's no one I can tell everything to anymore, I guess because I feel like they don't care to hear it. So I guess that's why I have this... to write down my feelings, right? Except I'm obviously not going to write a whole bunch of personal stuff on the internet, so still I'm all alone. I don't know what I want in my life anymore. Nothing has gone to plan, so I've stopped planning. But I hate feeling unprepared for the future. I'm pretty tired and have this headache that's hung around for a couple of weeks, so I guess it's time for bed. Goodnight.