crappy weekend
well...this four day weekend that i was kinda excited about turned really shitty really quick, beau got really sick, he got his stomach twisted, which is common in large breed dogs but we should have had a couple more years, well our old vet that we took him too did the surgery we found out afterwards that this is the first one for this he has done and was very inexperienced, and really messed it up beau went into shock the only way to fix it was for another surgery at the pet hospital that would cost $1500.00 and mom didnt have anywhere near enough money so we had to put him down, even with the surgery there was nothing saying that he would still make it the other vet that we trusted and beau trusted should have told us HOW inexperienced he was with the procedure and should have told us to go to the hospital but he just played it off and now we lost him. The shock was really bad and may not have recovered from it after another surgery but still we wished we had the money to give him a shot. Mom blames herself for not asking doc more questions and asking if he knew what he was doing, i think it was hardest on her beau has been through all the rough times with her and was really her best friend and well, she didnt have a man she had her dog someone she could always count on, so i took over i took the car ran her errands and took care of her and the girls she cries often and couldnt sleep at night....you know how like with some people they can only sleep with a ceiling fan on cause of the sound puts them to sleep well beau's snoring was like that to my mom and she opened her door as we all knew i snored, loudly. but since my surgery i am silent as a mouse when i sleep which didnt help one time she wished i hadnt got it done yet. She got a new puppy yesterday after a couple of days i think it might be to soon but mom seems to be handling it well and shes kinda attached to the pup so i guess we will see....well got to get back to school
love lots
mandi
love lots
mandi