Today is November 24th

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It's 8oclock in London. Do you know where you're Sara Mandy P********* is? She's in the computer lab trying to watch Heroes! Its not happening because the computers hate me. But thats okay. Anyway Im being unproductive but its nice because I dont really have to be around people. I had a good day the first part of it I hung out with Jenn and her London 2007 tour group. That was cool. I dont know if I've met any of them before aside from James who happens to be the only guy on that trip. He could be the mack daddy if he wasn't James. Jen is good. And My headache has been lingering for well past 5 hours now. Thats not good. I blame the tube. It was really crowded and I felt claustrophobic. Panic attack number 3 maybe number 4 I don't really keep count anymore. Oh well, I'm reasonably good at concealing the fact that I'm having a panic attack until I can get home. Then it all goes out the window and I cry or I get headaches and I cant get my heart to stop beating. And I feel awful for the rest of the day. Its okay one month and I will be back in the states sans underground stations. I love London. I just don't think I'd do very well living here permanantly.

As I inch closer to graduation I'm being forced to figure out what it is I'm going to do once I graduate. More and more it looks like I'll be going back to Orlando. I'm going to put that off for at least 6 months though. I think I'm going to take that time off and develop my writing portfolio. I'm going to work at Starbucks hopefully getting around 40 hours a week or working two jobs. And then I'm going to move back to Orlando and hopefully get a teaching job. It just depends on how everything falls into place.

Well anyway I'm feeling pretty shitty right now so I'm off.
Sara