maybe you woulda been something i'd be good at

[mandawould]

but. now. we'll never know.

so now almost a whole handful of people i love, adore, and cherish are living in california.  that's all i want to say on that, or else i get too stressed out and sad all day.

this summer has gone by entirely too fast.  but i feel pretty good about what i've done with my time.  some of the best things:

* watching my brother marry the woman of his dreams
* cornerstone with my family and canadian friends
* getting promoted to shift coordinator
* road tripping to new hampshire for trina bird's wedding
* having a long lost friend from holland come visit for a week
* purple door festival with my pretty sister

and all sorts of fun little things like park ave fest, cooking out at charlotte beach, dinners and ice creams, sylvan beach, rope swinging, sea breeze, camp week at work and who knows what else.  lots of stuff.

i love fall but i'm angry the leaves are turning already.  and i had a horrid dream last night of an apartment full of snow.

and i'm kind of in a funk where i can't seem to accomplish anything the last couple of days.  and i'll be off again this weekend, for a short visit home and to the state fair.

i'm not unfaithful but i'll stray.