side note
So I really feel like im graduating into adulthood.
why?
Becuse I no longer get kicks from being "cool".. my 20s were a thrill walking down the street being the shit and feeling cool, doing cool things.. (and no not for the gram) just for those that were around.. for myself.
Now. I want to make others happy and satisified.. that is more of how I get a thrill.. find a place in the world connected with meaning.
community is more important than indivduality.
yup. getting old.
its cool to see these changes.. I am curious how they will translate into my work, social life and art practice.
So far I am unsatisifed.
But it is through unsatisifcation that change happens.
That was very upliting.... howeveve I actually feel very depresseed (but that might be for other reasons)
Sidenote: This keyboard is so much nicer to type on than the one at work. sigh.
why?
Becuse I no longer get kicks from being "cool".. my 20s were a thrill walking down the street being the shit and feeling cool, doing cool things.. (and no not for the gram) just for those that were around.. for myself.
Now. I want to make others happy and satisified.. that is more of how I get a thrill.. find a place in the world connected with meaning.
community is more important than indivduality.
yup. getting old.
its cool to see these changes.. I am curious how they will translate into my work, social life and art practice.
So far I am unsatisifed.
But it is through unsatisifcation that change happens.
That was very upliting.... howeveve I actually feel very depresseed (but that might be for other reasons)
Sidenote: This keyboard is so much nicer to type on than the one at work. sigh.