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To add to the last entry though. I will say that as soon as I see a woman that is younger and has a more attractive body, my hormones get excited and they make a much better first impression than a grandma that is interested in me at the call center. Part of it though is that I know the ladies at the call center have nothing and are interested in very little that is interesting. There is this younger girl that is a cashier at a local grocery store that seems interested in me and smiles at me and makes comments to me that are sort of personal and that gets me turned on. I still get the feeling that a grocery store cashier isn't that interesting to get to know though. Also, where would I take her? For one thing, I live in a really bad situation with a disabled guy that is obnoxious and never leaves the apartment. If I brought an attractive young girl in here, she'd be offended that it looks like a dump, but my roommate would salivate all over her and touch her and make a fool of himself.
I'm also not interested at all in courting some girl, as in paying to do interesting or fun things with her. I have no money to do that.
My point though was that if a girl I'm attracted to pays attention to me, I get excited inside and I'm not getting excited inside when the grandmas seem to want me to take them to the movies.
I'm also not interested at all in courting some girl, as in paying to do interesting or fun things with her. I have no money to do that.
My point though was that if a girl I'm attracted to pays attention to me, I get excited inside and I'm not getting excited inside when the grandmas seem to want me to take them to the movies.