My name is: Mandi to you...Amanda to others ( Read more... )

Hey...moved back to Williamsport. Missing some major parts of Philly [my girrrls!]. I wasn't ready for photography school. Money wise or anything...and then to find out I'm pregnant. Ahhh...however to update all of you ( Read more... )

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Because I'm a sucker. For anything and everything at all. Because I need to believe in something even if it's false and will hurt me later. Because all I want is to place all of this love I have somewhere. And wouldn't it be wonderful to receive that love back. To be my oxygen. Wouldn't it be great to know there's something there to lean on. ( Read more... )

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My lovely room mate Tanya surprised me and made this beautiful so I thought I'd write in it ( Read more... )

So this whole thing is getting to be pretty old. No one reads it anymore. I feel like i'm trying to exploit my life. And maybe certain people think i'm looking for 'pity ( Read more... )

I love when people don't try to make you feel bad about something. And I love how they are so understanding. This is not sarcasm by the way. Jo-b is an awesome person and I am so thankful that everything went the way it did. Timing is just wrong now...but in 19 years and some odd days...I'm sure it will be right. :0p ( Read more... )

Probably...

I hope everyone ends up understanding. I hope in the long run no one gets hurt. I can't help but feel like the bad person here. I am really sorry. But I can't change the way I feel right now...I wish I could.

One more year and I'm out

This is me by myself...this is me alone sitting by myself ( Read more... )