hmm

Mar 26, 2007 23:56

its so nice out today. and it was yesterday. and it makes me want it to be summer reaaaaaallly bad.

on that note. i cant wait to be done with school. not the actual living here and on my own thing. thats working out fabulously. but the school part. ugh. its just getting in the way. thats horrible to say. cuz thats what im here for. but everyone needs a break. right? so yes. only a couple more weeks and im done.

i think the reason that i want to be done with everything is because i finally have other things going on in my life that i want to pay more attention to. its kinda bad tho. i mean, im really happy right now. things are going good w/ chris and just life in general. but im getting distracted. i hate being distracted. but lately i just cant sit down and focus on things i Need to be doing. there are tons of things i could be getting done, but i just have no drive. and i hate feeling like that. b/c usually its not the case. but im finally getting a taste of what life beyond school work is, and i like it. and therefore, am distracted and unwilling to work.

but even when i am having fun or not doing what i should be, those things im not doing are looming in the back of my mind and causing me stress. so its kind of a vicious cycle.

aaaand. i cant believe im almost done with my first year of college. that went by fast. really fast. maybe im freaking about because of that? hmm idk. but it is weird to think about.

nice weather is distracting too. i love it. im soooooooo glad its been warm. but i just want to be outside. not sitting in here on my computer doing hw. ew!

i had a really good weekend this weekend. probably close to one of the best weekends in a long time. Friday i just hung around and basically ate everything in site all day. and slept. a nice relaxing day. chris and adam ended up coming over even though they didnt really plan on it. so that was a nice suprise. then saturday jen and i had dance for 2 hours. it was nice to have dance again on saturday. idk why. it just felt good. and i love kristen's dances. so hooray. after dance jen adam and i went to meet my parentals in lansing at the mall. it was nice to see them. we ate and shopped a bit and i got some cuuuuuuuuuuuuute red shoes!!!!!! ive been wanting them for so long. so thanks mom. after the mall we went back to lowell and hung out at chris's for the night. on sunday jen ended up leaving to come back to school and i stayed w/ chris cuz it was so nice out and we went to the park!! that was fun. we were there for a while too, just doing random stuff. good times. :] then we all came back to GV to watch a dodgeball game and hang out for a bit. and i had dance which went really well. and thennnn. i didnt have class this morning. so i got to sleep in. so hooray for having a fantastic weekend. now i have to focus on the week ahead. 2 tests this week. eep.

i just kinda needed to get my thoughts out. my mind was racing. but i feel much better now. i think ill make some lunch and then do more hw.

the end.
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