Bloody Idiot
Tonight I did something really stupid.
I was at the pub with a mate... a good mate. We get on very well, and to tell you the truth, like each other very much. On several occasions things have gotten very physical between us, and that's just strengthened the friendship. I wouldn't call him a fuck buddy, more like a buddy with benefits.
Tonight, I was out with him, and I didn't give him all of my attention. He admittedly asked me not to be too smoochy, as he didn't want people think we where "together". Fair enough I thought. I gave him some space, and in the meantime was kinda "friendly" with some other mates. Well, it seems as if it was the wrong thing to do, as he got upset, and perhaps a touch jealous. He become very distant,and well, annoyed.
I apologized, and we left the venue for another. We only stayed there a short time before I walked him home, and then held him as he went to sleep, though no funny business occurred cause he was so annoyed (fair enough too). He said a few times not to worry, as everything would be fine... but I can't help but think that I may have ruined something really really good.
I was at the pub with a mate... a good mate. We get on very well, and to tell you the truth, like each other very much. On several occasions things have gotten very physical between us, and that's just strengthened the friendship. I wouldn't call him a fuck buddy, more like a buddy with benefits.
Tonight, I was out with him, and I didn't give him all of my attention. He admittedly asked me not to be too smoochy, as he didn't want people think we where "together". Fair enough I thought. I gave him some space, and in the meantime was kinda "friendly" with some other mates. Well, it seems as if it was the wrong thing to do, as he got upset, and perhaps a touch jealous. He become very distant,and well, annoyed.
I apologized, and we left the venue for another. We only stayed there a short time before I walked him home, and then held him as he went to sleep, though no funny business occurred cause he was so annoyed (fair enough too). He said a few times not to worry, as everything would be fine... but I can't help but think that I may have ruined something really really good.